try to show...something

von raquel17


Intro:
I can't show my love but I feel so deep. I want fuckin' tell cuz I love yea love you so much. I wanna got my baby back yea check it out

Verse 1:
Somedays I sit staring out the window, watchin' this world pass me by
Some times I think there's nothing to live for. I almost break down in cry.
Sometimes I think I'm crazy. I'm crazy, oh so crazy. Why am I here? Am I just wasting my time

My baby girl keeps getting distance to me. I watch her loving with twice ways to see. People make jokes cuz they don't understand me, they just don't see my real side
I act like shit don't phase me, inside it drives me crazy. My insecurities could eat me alive

May if I could exhibit, I'd keep exhibitin' my feeling to ya. If I could hit the notes, I'd blow sometimes as long as my father
to show her how I feel about her. How proud I am that I got her.
God, I love you, I'm glad that you did it too
Now you probably get this picture from my non public persona that I'm regard and egoistic who don't take care to anotha


Chorus:
But then I see my baby, suddenly I'm not crazy. It all makes sense when I look into her eyes
Cuz sometimes I feel like the world's on my shoulders. Everyone's leaning on me
Cuz some times it feels the world's almost over, but then she comes back to me.


Verse 2:
But I just wanna take this time out to be perfectly honest, cuz there's a lot of shit I keep bottled that hurts deep inside of my soul. And just know that I grow colder the older I grow. This boulder on my shoulder gets heavy and harder to hold
and this load is like the weight of the world, and I think my neck is brakin'. Should I just give up or try to live up to these expectations?
Now look, I love you more than that life itself, but I got a family that's determined to make my life livin' hell

So many chances, but also fears U could have had somebody else
But the days that I've wasted is nothing to the tears that I've tasted, so here's what I've done
I leave some home for this woman, I've been lost my favourites for this woman, I lie to my family, do anything that no body know's that I'm gay.

But fuck is over. There's no more reason to cry no more. I got my baby, baby the only lady that I adore. So sayonara, try tommorra, nice to know ya, suddenly it seems like my shoulders blades have just shifted. It's like the greatest gift you could get. The weight has been lifted


Outro:
I told I couldn't show it good. Oh well I tried, remember what I said. if you ever need anything, I'll be right there. Guess what. I'm here, and I ain't going nowhere baby. I love you kiss